Didn’t post the song cause I am lazy. ><

HY – 366 days

i‘m fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
even though i knew you couldn’t return, i want to be connected to you
it was the first time I felt this way
as time goes by we can still meet occasionally
because verbal promises were natural
i’m fine with it as well

this wish of mine which won’t come true anyway
that you would fall in love with me again
such a transient wish of mine
today i want to meet you again

i’m fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
before I knew, you even refused to meet me

when i’m alone i start thinking
at that time, should i had rather forgotten(about you)?
but these tears are the answer, aren`t they?
i can’t lie to my heart

it’s almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“Weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we’re separated, it`s nothing but you

i never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad
i realized that i was serious about you

it’s almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we’re separated, it`s nothing but you

you are someone inside me that i can’t forget about, someone who offered me everything
even if you can never return anymore
right now it’s only you, just you
nothing but you

As promised, I am blogging now. The past few weeks was at SwissOtel there. “Helping out” at AYG. Actually, I am just leeching off their electricity, internet, food, water at other supplies which seems not very important. Was rather boring. The whole time surfing net, chatting, complaining. Thank you for listening to me complain. You know who you are.

Right, about school now. Initially, was told to go for OSIP first. With Rand together to Vietnam, stepping land mines for them. Then, the school said we have to do Major Project first. So Shavonne, Rand and me went to find Mr Johnathan. After hearing the project, quite excited about it. Not going to spoil the fun. Just wait till the product is out.

After a few days, Shavonne was transferred to another MP group and BANG! The trio was gone, and down to a duo. So on tuesday we went to Liang Court and had Ramen together. Went back to school and find Mr Johnathan to clear things up with the teacher. Finding out that we got 2 more weeks of meditation to do before we fly.

So we are meditating now. Very hard-work.

Currently, lots of shit happen. This and that. But I still find it painful.

You may wonder why is it almost 2 weeks. Let me answer that question. It’s almost 2 weeks since I blogged. And that is not the main reason why I blogged. The main reason is caused I don’t want to relog in again. Very troublesome. Since I’m already at it, I shall just continue.

The past few days I have been doing AYG at Swiss Hotel. At first, I thought it was a sucky and slave driving job. To my surprise, it is like the slackest job I ever had. So not much complain for it now, maybe expect the transport. Wish I can drive now.

Had my interview with the teachers of the school for my internship. Also had my coffee talk with the boss of my internship with Randford together. Both of us are going to Vietnam together. I think it is going to be fun cause firstly, I am going with Randford. Secondly, IT’S FREAKING OUT OF SINGAPORE. Thirdly, I may get to play golf! (Never played before) I don’t know when I am going. Hopefully it will be soon.

I will stop here. Cause I don’t know what to write. Watch Transformers 2! It’s good.

From 8th June 2009 to 12th June 2009, it is considered the worst week of my 19 years of life. First off, it was submission for 3DSFX. Therefore, speeding my work like a headless bull. I somehow managed to finished it. The good thing is that the teacher like my HP advertisment. The sad thing is my demo reel sucks. On the bright side, HP ad carries more marks. I should be glad.

This is not considered the worst. The worst is that I had been playing Royal Rumble with my stomach for the whole week. It gives the rumbling feeling after I eat, drink, without eating, without drinking, awake, sleeping, walking, sitting, lying down, stoning and every other possible actions that I could be doing everytime.

Finally after 5 days of pure rumbling, it finally settle down and feel better thanks to the doctor. Reason of rumbling is caused of food poisoning together with stomach flu, with a bit of dehydration and some lack of protein. That’s why I need isotonic drinks now.

I am still in the means of recovering. So I may not be able to go out anytime soon.

Thanks to all the people who showed me concern. You know who you are. Don’t need me to say it out.

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Lots of things are happening nowadays. Let’s just start with school work. My video is almost done. With some final touches and blurs, I will be able to find it by tonight. ITPM and TAIN will just have to go with the flow. I guess that is all for school.

Next is the week, on Wednesday went over to Stephen’s grandfather to watch the finals. Wasted my time there, sleep through the second half and wake up just to watch the prize presentation. After that, Zach drove us back to school where they had Macs. Went back to school for TAIN, then after 45 minutes, I went back home to sleep. This day is on Thursday. Came back to school for ITPM, after that went to play badminton with Junhui. Played until I really couln’t move. 

On Friday, went to play badminton with the class guys, Linda, Huiying and Esther. Saw Randford and Daryl there and played with them as well. After that, went to do some pull-ups. Can only do two of it. Kinda weak. At night, Weixiang, Huiying and me went to teach Linda how to ride a bicycle. In the end she managed to learn it. Congrats. 

Lastly, this real uproar that is happening is making me kinda confused and pondering why. Don’t wanna say much about it here and now. Got things just ask me on MSN. Not really in the mood.

Bye.

Firstly, this is not an emo post although it’s quite lonely.  Today I went cycling alone. Just to get some fresh air, well not really. How much fresh air can you get in Singapore? Right? Yeah, so the distance I covered today was Tampines -> East Coast -> Changi -> East Coast -> Esplanade -> East Coast -> Tampines. The duration was around 4 to 5 hours. With some short breaks in between. 

Took BlackBird out. However only had limited films. Going to get new feeds and develop it tomorrow. That’s why i brought along my digital camera.  So share some not say very nice photos.

Leg very pain!

And yeah, my slipper broke when I was riding towards Changi. So the part during and after the ride of  Changi was painful.

Since people say that my blog has been dead for a while, and thus I shall update it. 

Today is wednesday. The sun is shinning, the birds are flying and the weather is burning. Went to school today morning at 9am. For the worst subject that I had ever taken, TAIN (Technology and Innovation). I redo my marketing research 3 times cause it wasn’t good enough for the teacher. Gotten depressed over it for a while. However, mine is nothing compared to Shavonne’s ultimate technology research. After that, had lunch treated by Miss Natasha which was intentionally for her class. Shavonne and I “just so happened” to pop by and join in. It was pizza. ><

After that went to change EZ Link card with Lenon. Chatted on the way there. Took my bag later and zoom off to meet my good friend Sarah. Slacked lazyily at the library, helped her install MS Office. Then we watched a movie in the library. Totally scary.

At 6.30pm, I zoomed back to Tampines to find my good buddies Xinquan and Junhui. Xinquan helped me buy the pocky which is ultimately nice.  We went to a Sushi Tei to eat. I fulfilled my treat as I said I would. Had a very funny, a full of laughter meal with them as always. Then we went to Swensen for dessert, which Junhui treated me and Xinquan. Had my Mango Madness. MANGO ROCKS!

Went home with a very tired body and mind. Finished my TAIN and ITPM. And that’s all.

I realised I used quite a few vocabularies for this post.

Firstly, happy larbours day to all. Even though all my blog readers are not really working full time.

Anyway, today is the second time I went cycling with the guys. This time decided to cycle to Esplanade. So yeah, we had a long, tiring, horrible, pain, aching, tedious trip. But it was fun.

In the results of this trip, I had numb palms, soring butt, aching legs, strained arms and a very tired body.